FO 05/11/2010
 
You will find me at Fading Obsession.
 
Help Me 06/28/2008
 

I Need More Encouragement Or Something...
I Can Not Eat Then As Soon As I See Something Tasty Ill Eat It And Ill Eat More And Ill Keep Eating...
Then Im Sick... Then Ill Go Starve Myself Again...
I Know This Is Normaly... But I Wanna Just Go And Starve...
I Need To Be Prettier And Skinnier...
I Need To Be Better Than Everyone....
I Need To Win....

 
Post Title. 04/25/2008
 

Its Been Quite a While.
i was on the way to recovery
i was basicaly there until resently.


an ex-pro-miAna friend told me i was sick, horribly to look at, ugly, i should starve myself to death, i was a bitch to drag her down with me..

now im lost

 
Secret Ana 01/02/2008
 

I dont Dare weigh myself. Im too scared.

This is a horrible time of the year.

christmas dinner, chocolates and sweets, new years parties with snacks and drink.

Its hard to stay stong and leave your friends and family not knowing about your secret.


 

 
Goals 12/12/2007
 

My Goals

7st (98lbs) completed

6st 10lbs (94lbs) completed

6st 7lbs (91lbs)

6st 4lbs (88lbs)

6st (84lbs)

5st 10lbs (80lbs)

5st 7lbs (77lbs)

 
:( 12/09/2007
 

so....

my dad says im a reject! my mum hates me! and the school say im failing!

great!

the only thing i have left is to reach my goals!

then i wont be as much of a failier!

 
Im Still ill :( 12/07/2007
 

I hate being ill!!

today i had a salad sandwich!

it was yum i guess!

food is discusting :(

 
Im ill :( 12/06/2007
 

Today i weigh 96lbs!

made me happy!

dont worrie! this diary will get better over time!

im ill at the moment so im not up for over working on here!

leave it a week or two and this will all be up and running smooth!

stay strong! love Beauty!

 
Finaly Made It! 12/06/2007
 

Finaly i have done it. I have managed to make my own site.

I will try and add to it regulary and get it up and running.

Get people to have a look at my site please!

Much love Beauty x